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Thursday, November 30, 2006 Cause you know, you know, you know... That I love you I loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore.. im crazy over this song now it keeps playing in the back of my head..when you're loving someone soooooo much it's really so hard to put them into words and tell him/her jus how much you love them, sometimes we take these things fer granted and hope tht they'll hav an impression of it..tht suck. and when you're missing someone sooooo much god knows jus how much does she/he means to you in ur life...and right now i wished i hav all the time in the world to let my sweetest and bestest and most special PEOPLE know tht i love YOU! i want YOU! and i'll tresure YOU! =D =D =D and jus seeing YOU smile means the whole world to me! i'm going to love you everyday n not let ya go! U ruck ruck ruck! -winks- yupp. {xoxo} Wednesday, November 29, 2006 ok so finally my secondary sch life had come to a somewhat sudden ending with many joyous n positive,as long as disturbing n negative moments to take with me into a brand new chapter of my life. recall...... SEC 1: after p6, i was crazily elated to know tht RI had accepted me despite my seemingly ?!?!?!?!?!? score(it was 300 btw =p) and so i was eagerly waiting for my secondary sch life to begin. i was totally slacking off fer the first few months and was totally unaware of my ever-deteriorating grades. Life in ri at tht time was just a bliss for me...everything seemed so surreal, the prospect of being in a top premier sch was jus crazy for me! gosh i was living my dream. and adding to my luck,lei my fellow gym mate since p4 was my class mate! oh yea! As the yr went by, we gradually became the source of distraction and trouble. i remembered we were failing almost every single test and quizzes la! cheating was the sign of our desperation and it soon became a common routine to us. bullying of frens even occured during tht yr and parents called to complain about my group of so called "backdoor frens" n i lol. ok so by this time i was totally laggin behind in my studies and i jus got exactly wad i deserved: 43 marks for my average fer eoy. well of course i got screwed not only by my parents but by e sch too. so to end 2003 in a good note, I GOT PROMOTED TO SEC 2! hahahahaha thank god! SEC 2: so due to my very colourful results in sec 1,i ended up in the O lvl class which was also called the non-rp class. my sec 2 yr was a little better, i started off the yr with a better focus and conviction of doing well. i remembered too tht there were only 13 boys in our class and everyone was equally playful! haha it was a small but interesting class. many of my classmates tht yr were heavily involved in their cca ,winning medals fer our sch became a common thing for us. then one day lei n i got caught cheating fer a math test and were sent to the HOD fer some heavy screwing...i got into deep shit fer tht, parents called up, 0 marks fer tht stupid test, issued i letter of warning by the sch. i never cheated in tht yr again! Another time i brought a vid cam to sch, my class started using it to video taped our chinese lessons (tht lesson was hell to my teacher but heaven fer us). we threw paper aeroplanes around the class,screamed n ran like monkeys...obviously i got caught again. And this time,parents got called up but no furthur actions were taken cos my chinese teacher was kind enough not to bring it up to the headmaster(phew). haha now to end 2004 on a good note: i got 59 fer average and so got promoted! heehee yay. SEC 3 & 4: these two yrs were somewhat the best times i had in ri, well not in terms of mischief but in terms of the RAFFLESIAN SPIRIT!! haha. As O's lingered ahead, i began to really sit down and get serious fer the first time in my ri life, i began brushing up my sec 1 n 2 work and at e same time paying attention in class. mugging became a reality to me and of course with the help of all my fellow classmates i saw a significant improvement in my grades for ALL subs! tht yr we had obs too, we had e time of our life during obs with many great oppurtunity to foster frenship as long as strengthen our class bond. However,some things will hardly ever changed n one of them will be the pranks and jokes tht we laughed at...played on...shared with each other!! there was a particular incident in our sec 3 yr when we crushed this guy called gabriel by jumping on him and he actually fainted!!!! and on another ocassion we played another prank on our teacher by using water to sprinkle on him and faked tht we spat on him, he got sooooooo mad tht we shoved my dear fren jerome against e wall and nearly punched him! had he not cried sorry to him at the last moment,we would hav witnessed a ri history in the making! =) so close! sigh...finally as when the actual O lvl period arrived...i felt like a totally different person as i was back in sec 1...now looking back on all the stuff tht i've done tht time, it was AMAZING!!! amazingly unbelievable.. hehe... For now,i jus pray hard tht i've done and studied enough to get me at least a grade tht i desire...nothing can changed wadever i did then and so i'm gonna train hard and play hard fer the time being and would happily ask O LVLS TO KISS MY ASS GOODBYE!!! get lost and dun ever come back you mofo! =D {xoxo} Sunday, August 06, 2006 Hi everyone!!! im updating my blog to let you guys noe tht im still alive!!!!!!! hahahahaha.....ok byeeeee!!! =D {xoxo} Sunday, May 07, 2006 kao dung!! i think they are showing scooby-doo on tv now...i jus saw tht stupid doggie chasing some weird creature. haha personally,i think it's stupid, though i've never watch the show at all...nor hav i read any of its storybooks...but it's jus obvious tht it's lame. Our new coach is in town!! and i think his 100times wiser,better,more handsome(kk kiddin).....wad else,greater than any other of the current ones in sg..haha. okie except fer he laoshi and huang laoshi? haha definitely better than the ccab one. Everything of him dissipates a kind of zai aura..i think it's because he has a whole lot of expericence..and has coached gymnast like shu wai...wei xiang and shu man.. lol so tht means HIS PRO!!! hahaha. BUT!!!!!! on the other hand.....This means no monkey buisness like fooling around,slacking or my favourite SOCCER!!!!!! haix..i dunno why but a part of me always feel like quittin gymnastics and jus carry on with life,and the other part of me will feel like trg hard and try represent in major comps. I jus dunno which side to be now...haha. Im 100% sure tht under this new coach,the mag will definitely improve and eventually make a breakthru in the international lvl!!! oh yeah!! okok i think i better wake up. Trials!! this wednesday!! it'll be a physical test and a load of flexibility test!! haha i think im gonna hav a BIG BIG BIG problem with flexibility...poor greg..i think you'll be the only one who will pass=D ahha okie la maybe a few more..but definitely not me...im never luan heehee. Inter-class soccer this tues!! im soo looking foward to it!! ahah GO 4K!! our class will be facing last yr's runner-up 4C,and two more noob gep classes in the group stage..i jus pray hard tht we can at least get into the semi-finals...tht will be a great achievement alr..considering the amount of times we actually played together(i think it's once every yr)..So i hope i can bag in a few WONDER goals fer my class and then i can go back and show off to kiat and the rest of the ccab ppl!!! LOL nah jus kidding...=D {xoxo} Wednesday, May 03, 2006 OH NO!! i'm suppose to study chem now..my chem test is tomm and im totally not prepared! haha. but anyways i gotta tag this...MANUNITED LOST TO CHELSEA 3-0!!!! feel like slappin mourinho's face...sob sob sob. so sad!=( {xoxo} Friday, April 28, 2006 It's SO DARN hard to try to blog nowadays...during the weekdays im practically not home till 9+ and plus im always too lazy or tired to switch on the com and blog(let's drop the doin hw part)..lol. And i've jus found out tht either ppl are missing me or loving me COS every single time i come online...there will be at least 6-8 msg boxes!!! hahaha this is another reason why i am not able to blog,cos everytime i have to open one box,reply one,open another,reply another,open ANOTHER AND REPLY ANOTHER....THEN when i've finished my replying the last one....THE FIRST ONE REPLIES BACK!!! and i hav to reply him again and when i finish with him...ANOTHER GUY REPLIES BACK!!! so the cycle jus keeps goin on and on and on and on and till................kiat,cavan,ling han or will comes online..........THEN they'll ask me to play dota with them,ONLY THEN will the chatting-spree come to a halt! hahaha so those msg box icons at the bottom of my screen will never stop flashing! and so tht's the reason why i cant sign in to my bloggin acc and update my post. haha maybe my multi-tasking skill sucks the wank but hey tht's not the point! the point is......THT I'M MISSED!!!=D Anyways the sg open had come to a close last week(sunday). I din do tht well BUT unexpectedly got back three bronzes..mainly the reason is due to the judgin...AND slackers like kiat and cavan and linghan AND will(basically all e ccabians cept..kangwei=D) who decided to 'GENEROUSLY DONATE' some metal chips to me..haha. oh ya and how could i possibly forget the biggest star of this competiton!!! ALAN ZHANG!!!LOL okok...on a serious note: alan age 19 or 20(forgot liao=Dhee) fractured his left or right(either one) ankle upon attempting a highly-dangerous-but-supersecular-if-he-succeeds move on the vaulting apparatus. But as he landed,and due to the inadequate facilities tht Singaproe Gymnastics(sg) 'koped' from various gymnasiums around singapore,therefore leading to the lack of crashmats available and thus resulting in a compressional fracture in his right or left leg=D yupp. He was admitted to the hospital straight after that and so all of the gymnasts plus dwayne decided to visit him and pay respect to his leg...cos it'll be much worst if not fer his strong and sturdy legs!=D hahahhaha but i think he's doin fine now..should be back in action in a couple of weeks time. We cant wait to seeyou back in trg alan!!! hahaha...yeah so tht's bout all tht is interestin during our comp. oh ya and i sprained my neck too while crashing fer my double-back dismount during the one-touch warm up. damn pain la...but i managed to pon sch fer two days..cos of it. so,THANK YOU NECK=D SHIT,jus had my chinese prelims yesterday!!it was hell!! the day before i was asking marcus,"eh marcus,how do you study fer chinese??" and he replied,"chinese where can study???jus study fer compo." and i said,"orh okay," and then i went to sleep..lol. So the nxt day i sat fer my compo paper...i spent 45mins writing out drafts after drafts...and then the next 20writing the actual one. Then i realised tht i hav bout 30mins left and i still need to do letter-writing which is equivalent to ANOTHER COMPO,so in the end i pia thru without reading and checking any of my actual masterpiece before handing it up. Screwed. Then during paper two...haha out of ten questions in the cloze passage,i successfully filled in anwsers fer all of them!! and guess wad. they are all yee-nee-my-nee-moe ones!!haha. Plus i din hav time to complete my paper two and i left out two 4marks question tht means i hav alr lost a total of about 18marks even before i handed it up. sians...But this morning i met my chinese teacher when walking back to class,i asked her how did the class fare,then she said all passed!!! PHEW! hahaha so lucky!!!thank god! {xoxo} |
''You ask me why?
Why i'm so different?
Why i'm not the same as everybody else??
Well somethings change,it just happen.
When i open up my heart and let HIM in
Jesus came in,
He came into my life,
And i noe i never felt so good cos
Everything's changed,
Everything's different,
Everything's changed,
Everything's different,
Everything's changed
Everything's different NOW!!''
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